I always crave sugar. Its the little, addictive moment of escape that feels like a reward. I crave sugar so that I feel relieved and talented. A taste of ice cream or chocolate is just a reminder how delicious the world is. Yet I dont listen to my body. I can feel the growing fullness, the overindulging tumor developing where my stomach once lived. See my cravings are not for the sake of my body and its chemistry…its for my emotions and ill equipped coping mechanisms. Im sure Im also dependent on sugar…at the chemical level…yet I hate that I ignore my body’s signals to stop eating…

If only I took such pleasure in something more beneficial…

– happiness is deep fried and covered in sugar.


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