giver

I give myself away. in chunks. in time. in sweat. in laughs. in tears. in conversations. in energy. in trust. in words. in generosity. in love. in smiles. in hope. in wishes. in thoughts. in breaths. in song. in whispers.

I give myself away. And when I’m betrayed….I act surprised….

But is it not brave to give freely and without bias? Is that unconditional love? Or is that a delusion?

why be upset over something so predictable

why be hurt when I cause my own demise

why be pained when I kept trusting and wishing and wanting for something I know was unreal

why chase heartbeats of ghosts.

 

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