weird

when you crave misery

and chaos

and even crisis

because at least is preoccupies your brain

when you bored, sometimes you look forward to the other shoe dropping

or maybe its the faintest sign of depression.

maybe it’s just complacency

even if youre doing everything right

maybe its the anxiety of something new

pleasent, forgiving, easy–new

and yet, here I search for the old

the dark

the awful

because that’s status quo…

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