to be

lynched by your own humanity gutted by the hands of human kindness and split open for the world to devour your innards is the only thing you think you will not be able to survive but when you do come to and the light shines directly into your eyes and you’re crying back tears not […]

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birthing hips

girl put your birthing hips on compost the vast waste of the world into a documentary show about life itself. this isn’t a pastiche mongrel of your own insecurity. it’s the inhibited outer ego you call home. put your birthing hips on and help carry the weight of idiocracy feed me your qualms and I’ll […]

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to be sold off piece by piece to the highest bidder. Or the one with the biggest, most callous hands. Flesh that is ripped away from my bones and consumed as substance– like a bad vice that can’t be contained. I am a slab of meat, weighed and packaged–my value determined by how much I […]

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  ***cw/tw mention of sexual abuse and assault, as well as graphic language* -nnilingus -t -nning cunt. cunt. Cunt. Cunt. Cunt. Cunt. exposure therapy. CUNT. CUNT. CUNT. CUNT. oral sex. performing  unwanted, nonconsensual cunnilingus is violence.   It’s assault.   how do I explain to people what exhibitionism is? In the context of abuse? In […]

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Intergenerational Trauma

“Emerging trends in psychotherapy are now beginning to point beyond the traumas of the individual to include traumatic events in the family and social history as a part of the whole picture. Tragedies varying in type and intensity—such as abandonment, suicide and war, or the early death of a child, parent, or sibling—can send shock […]

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cant stop

hoarding and eating my roommate’s food. Only if its desserts. Only if its cake. I have this fear they’ll throw out perfectly good delicious food and then– then—- THEN?   I dont know but I need to eat the cake before it goes to waste. I’ve been taking slivers of it. And I mean I […]

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