1. there’s a chance an offspring like mine would turn out like my sociopathic, violent, abusive Brother….much like how my mom debated aborting my Baby Brother when she found out he was a boy. 2. It’s only taken 24 years, but I am finally able to take care of myself and not have to parent […]Read more "Reasons I don’t want kids"
girl put your birthing hips on compost the vast waste of the world into a documentary show about life itself. this isn’t a pastiche mongrel of your own insecurity. it’s the inhibited outer ego you call home. put your birthing hips on and help carry the weight of idiocracy feed me your qualms and I’ll […]Read more "birthing hips"
Im spinning. The world stops and switches direction. I lose my feet. My hands disappear. My head is cut off. Can she come to your brother’s bar mitzvah? The doctor. The one who psychologically abused you. Medicated you for a disease you didnt had. Whos medicinal touch made you ill…practically dead. At least they asked. […]Read more "Dr. Negligent"
Like a coin toss. Or a fish gasping for air. Your passion ebbs and flows. You are seized by a moment and the next you’re detached from all zeal. And yet you say you want kids. Even after telling me that you didn’t want kids. That you would come with me to get an abortion […]Read more "You keep flip flopping"
CW: description of sex, abuse and assault I had a disturbing dream last night. One that falls into the pattern of disturbing dreams I’ve been having on and off for a while. I categorize it as disturbing because of who was in the dream. My mother. As well as a former classmate. I witnessed–in my […]Read more "disturbing dreams"
I just crawled out of the closet. I was sobbing and trapped in a timewarp. Reliving the pain and screaming moments of agony that I know as my childhood. When I was small and little and no one would listen to me when I begged them to stop. Never once has anyone listened to me […]Read more "letter of intent"